토요일, 1월 07, 2006
I still feel sad
Honestly, i cant seem to lift my spirits up. I dunno why i feel so sad over something that would otherwise seem insignificant if it happened to someone else. I know i would feel nonchalent if it din happen this way. N i have an extremely silly thought. So absurd that i think pple will laugh if i told them. At least i know that i will dismiss it as a joke if my friend told me. So, in short, i cant believe myself. Trust me, its damn stupid.
I wish everything will turn out the way i want it to be after i wake up tomorrow. Will it? I hope so. Really really really hope so..
N i still cant believe that such a thing will actually affect me so much. I really regret not treasuring the chance i had. Twice. I must be inflicted with severe brain damage to do that.
Sad sad sad..
I am still on the search for what i set out to seek. Please let me find it soon before i get lost.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:37 PM